I'll Be Damned...

I had completely forgotten about my blog. Poor baby (he says affectionately...) I won't forget you any more ;)

Anywho, I quit smoking today. God, I want a fucking cigarette right now, but I must have discipline...my kung fu must be stronger than the tobacco companies. I'll do it, I'm sure of that, but its tough giving something up that you still enjoy (hmm...how poignant, but more on that some other time).

I have a date in two hours. Hiking. Interesting choice for a first date, but what the hell, I'm game for anything these days. I have low/no expectations going into these things anymore. I'm almost positive that I'll find everyone I meet to be unattractive in some way because I've got these wicked high standards. That said, I'll be the crotchety old Mr. Jenkins who lives alone up on the hill before I settle for someone that isn't as close to perfect as perfect can get (ahem...that's my vision of perfect, not true perfection...I am a realist and know that no one is truly perfect).

Sooo....I'm off to fuel the body with some eats. Wish me luck on the date that I have low/no expectations on!